T A I N T E D .
introduction (kinda long one at that) —-i was never really good with words … well, let me rephrase that. i was never really able to properly express all my thoughts — like now, where i’m finding it difficult to accurately display what i’m feeling. i have no idea what to say; or maybe, just maybe, i have so much to say that nothing concrete is coming to mind.
coming november, dean will be a year old. the past year has been full of a lot of things, ranging from school to new blogs that i can’t really maintain properly because my muse/activity is so sporadic. when i reached a thousand followers here on this account, i was so blown away — both by the high number of course (because that is a lot of people) and by the fact that all these people are here because they enjoy my writing and characterization. if that isn’t one of the coolest things for a role player, i dunno what is. dean is by far one of my most favorite blogs ever (and truthfully, he’s the reason i returned to tumblr role playing after abandoning the hobby last summer). i’ve put him on hiatus several times, i’ve gone so far as to nearly deleting him entirely; i’ve gone through episodes of heightened activity to no activity, and i’ve lost my muse for him on more than one occasion. even through it all, he’s still kicking, and i could never be more proud of what i’ve accomplished here.
and i have all of you to thank for that: all of my followers and all the people on my dash that make it what it is. thank you for sticking with me even when i wouldn’t be here for weeks at a time, even when i was frustrated with dean’s development or the show in general, even when i made a new blog and just had no desire to be here. all of you are the reason this blog is still here, the reason i’m attached to my muse in a way i wasn’t before. you all make this journey worth seeing through until the end. (if you’re not on here, please don’t be offended; i love you all equally.)